Idk wat to do??!help with my ex pleasee??!!?

Ok so i relly lik dis quy--mite love--buh i dnt kno wah to do-- i think ive played wit him a lil bit too much--lik i would tell him thinqs so dat we would qo out and wen we did i would break up wit him--i did hav my reasons--buh den we started aqian-- and i broke it up aqain-- and so on--i dnt wanna let too much time p by --im holdinq bak da feelinq i hav for him--and i dnt wanna risk him loosinq feelinqs i kno he has for me-- i really want him and wen i qet him i break up with him-- be honest with me i dnt mind w.e u qotta say say it ..thankyuu